Forgive me father....
Sept 22
......................it's been 2 weeks since my last:
Meat
Chicken ('cept once - I was...hungry; it was....Yum)
Guinness (there are tears; they are falling)
Combo of the above = BigBadWind!
Kiss........................
car drive (or travelled in car without a pervading sense of doom, or desperate need to scream/poop/cry)
shampoo & condition - 'i'm sure my hair has never been so lovely and clean, it shines in the hot sun, and when i wake in the morning and to mirror, it takes me a while to recognise myself, what with the pillow and bedsheets stuck to my head'
grocery shop
cook/wash up/dry up/put away - Thnx cook! We also have a cleaner, who's name i dont know yet, and a gardener/handyman - so i dont actually have to do squat! I just spend all day sitting around in the sun, clicking my fingers and acting like the man from whose arse the sun shone - what a W*NK*R!)
bullshit line - ok maybe that's taking things too far, but i have cut down....a bit.
Ben + Jerrys cherry Garcia or caramel choochoo / Haagen Daaz Cookies + cream (stomach rumbles; mouth waters)
(Was also gonna write negative thought.....!)
Walked to shops down road for first time - spent 2 minutes wandering around wondering why i bothered - reminds me of a wild west centre (without a saloon!) but with litter everywhere - shops sell fresh fruit & veg, reckon we would also be able to get the v. bare essentials - 200m home on foot dodging rickshaws.
Shabirinath (Shabiri - famous mountain where god lived; nath - leader) who i call SHABA! and Saiju were talking last night about the Tsunami. I had just been given a gift of a tiny doll that has been handmade by fisherwomen of the tsunami - called tsunamika (http://www.tsunamika.com/) - I guess the proceeds of which went to the relief fund but its touching that even people who have so little will still give to those who have less. Apparently a town 60km southwest of here completely vanished in the waves wake - fathers, mothers, children - everybody gone. The Families all got together at Xmas and went to the beach as they did every year, now there is space + void where once there was hope + joy.
Shabiri has a home video that a friend of his shot in the aftermath that he wants to show me, said it explains better than his words ever could............Dont want to see, but i'll watch it, just to understand a little, to know.................................
Have a Nice Day!...............
......................it's been 2 weeks since my last:
Meat
Chicken ('cept once - I was...hungry; it was....Yum)
Guinness (there are tears; they are falling)
Combo of the above = BigBadWind!
Kiss........................
car drive (or travelled in car without a pervading sense of doom, or desperate need to scream/poop/cry)
shampoo & condition - 'i'm sure my hair has never been so lovely and clean, it shines in the hot sun, and when i wake in the morning and to mirror, it takes me a while to recognise myself, what with the pillow and bedsheets stuck to my head'
grocery shop
cook/wash up/dry up/put away - Thnx cook! We also have a cleaner, who's name i dont know yet, and a gardener/handyman - so i dont actually have to do squat! I just spend all day sitting around in the sun, clicking my fingers and acting like the man from whose arse the sun shone - what a W*NK*R!)
bullshit line - ok maybe that's taking things too far, but i have cut down....a bit.
Ben + Jerrys cherry Garcia or caramel choochoo / Haagen Daaz Cookies + cream (stomach rumbles; mouth waters)
(Was also gonna write negative thought.....!)
Walked to shops down road for first time - spent 2 minutes wandering around wondering why i bothered - reminds me of a wild west centre (without a saloon!) but with litter everywhere - shops sell fresh fruit & veg, reckon we would also be able to get the v. bare essentials - 200m home on foot dodging rickshaws.
Shabirinath (Shabiri - famous mountain where god lived; nath - leader) who i call SHABA! and Saiju were talking last night about the Tsunami. I had just been given a gift of a tiny doll that has been handmade by fisherwomen of the tsunami - called tsunamika (http://www.tsunamika.com/) - I guess the proceeds of which went to the relief fund but its touching that even people who have so little will still give to those who have less. Apparently a town 60km southwest of here completely vanished in the waves wake - fathers, mothers, children - everybody gone. The Families all got together at Xmas and went to the beach as they did every year, now there is space + void where once there was hope + joy.
Shabiri has a home video that a friend of his shot in the aftermath that he wants to show me, said it explains better than his words ever could............Dont want to see, but i'll watch it, just to understand a little, to know.................................
Have a Nice Day!...............
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